Darling Aum, as this day comes to a close I try and remember the last breath u took before u bid us farewell... ure presence in our lives sometimes feels like a dream...and the memory of u seems to fade away...4 years later and I still find it difficult to digest that u Aum, my son, has died....
I miss the simple moments we would have shared together....like last week when armed with a nit comb, ure sisters sat watching the 'masked singers' I ploughed through each one of their heads, mine and daddy's included....
How would ure hair be now? Straight like mine? Curly like daddy's?...I wish I knew....
As I try and move through the ups and downs of life....u son....will always be my constant....my little man who when I look up into the night sky...searching 4 hope u will always be there shining down on me.....mummy misses u so much darling x